different

everything feels so different.
its only been a year but things seem to have changed.
it feels so damn fucking different without hockey trainings.
but i guess the break is needed.

i am starting to appreciate my polytechnic friends i guess.
i love my clique though we don't seem to go out often.
maybe that's what happens when i keep talking bad about my poly life.

i need that hockey training right now.
and i don't want to miss a single day w/o my clique. or w/o my secondary school friends.

im still not mature enough lol. so much naivety and so gullible. nvm things will change soon. this feeling will change soon enough woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo